wow i must be really desperate to come back here huh ?
just kidding. i just want to post art again LMAO
anyways. lots have happened. grew up from my old activities, god a full-time grueling job, and family deaths happening during this panorama ahem pandemic, and it has been affecting my mental health a lot. not to mention i was at a phase that i hated my art so wow that's another plus. but no matter of that, we aren't trying to be depressed lmao. i started self-help + therapy so that's also another plus.
going back to some of my old galleries i decided that i'm also gonna rework on old stuff. been talking with the bae(s) and wow a lot of shit has changed even with my writing style. so i might start posting content here again ( doubt that my old friends are even here still but ONE CAN DREAM ).
i've also started working on stuff again that i owe, so if there's anything that i owe you, PLEASE PLEASE let me know. i have a to-do list but it's nice to get a nudge sometimes. or a punch. whichever works so i know how urgent it is. either way, i want to start doing art and writing as a job again ( you gotta start from somewhere right ) so i'll probably be a regular again here.
i'm also working on NSFW stuff but... that's probably an insane lore drop for ya'll.
ANYWAYS ILL BE HERE MORE LMAO mark this as my return as a newly polished ell
remember when i used to do new year journals LMAO.
anyways how are u guys. i literally do not use deviantart other than to just lurk or upload the occasional art. it's changed a lot. i've changed a lot. and i would assume everyone else did, too.
anyways though im only dropping by to update that ill probably start uploading again, if only to just use this place as a portfolio of sorts. might move things to another site, who knows.
if there's any of my friends that are still alive here hi how are u guys doing hope ya'll are doing better than me lmao